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I hate how this ad hoc stint is taking a toil on my mental well-being (look how could anyone around me miss it - I've been mostly frustrated and depressed the whole of last quarter 2005). I didn't want to appear as one spoilt brat of a foreigner by voicing out my doubts when I was informed of it especially as the other two co-workers accepted the assignment without complaints, and I guess on hindsight maybe I should have. 

I hate it that I'm ending the year on such a lousy note. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, it just did and my christmas getaway is now on the line.

I hate the fact that yesterday was exactly one year since I'd joined the firm. A quick review of my time here so far falls quite below expectations. Have I made the wrong decision to take the plunge (oh yes how apt and literal now) because as much as I'm prepared to be open to new things, the firm isn't quite in the position to develop and groom bold fresh out-of-school foreigners?

p/s Thanks W and KY, I was almost on the verge of tears talking/ typing to you guys but I managed to stop short. It's ridiculous how work can get to me this much, it is not supposed to and god, how trivial this actually is compared to the problems most other people are dealing with.